this is the fight for my life.
Not just the weight. Not just the addiction. The silence. The Self-hate. The numbness.
This is my fight to feel again - to take back control of my life and become the best version of myself.
About me
My name is Brandon, and I’m in the middle of the heaviest fight of my life.
Not long ago, I stood on a digital scale and watched it flash 575.00 LBS. That number wasn’t just my weight — it was every excuse, every relapse, every night I numbed myself with alcohol or food. It was every lie I told myself about starting "tomorrow." It was pain disguised as comfort.
But I’m done hiding.
This blog isn’t about clean finishes or final chapters. This is about process. About choosing discomfort over denial. About sweating through cravings and sitting with the truth instead of drowning it. I’m sober now. I'm healing. I'm learning to feel again — all of it — the rage, the shame, the joy, the hunger to live.
Heaviest Fight is where I put it all. The days I win. The days I don’t. The routines, the breakthroughs, the breakdowns, the food, the fitness, the demons. It’s not always pretty. But it’s always real.
If you're here because you're fighting too — with your weight, with addiction, with yourself — welcome. You’re not alone.
This is our fight.